I don’t know why, but today is just dragging, maybe it’s because I can’t figure out why the modems I have for work aren’t reporting properly, or maybe I just didn’t get enough sleep last night or what the deal is, but right now I’m feeling very blah. I think a coffee might be in order.
I’m done Wednesday night volleyball for a while now, had the banquet for that last Friday and man, one of the women that play on my team, cougar, definte cougar 😛 Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind, and it was kinda fun, but she’s a married lady, or at least I found out after. Which made my choices on friday night that much better. I dunno what it is, but as soon as I find out that someone is taken, blinders go out and I don’t see that person in a way that could be harmful to someone else. I’ve been the other guy before and I don’t want to do that again. Just not fair to anyone in that siutation. Got called on my decent sense of fashion at least, as I can confidently quote, “Well look at you going all GQ like. What’s with the fancy clothes?” The funny thing is that I was just wearing something I’d normally wear out, good to know that my sense of fashion is still up to par at least in the eyes of others. Although I do need to go do some shopping and get some new clothes, a lot of my stuff is kinda old. Not like I won’t wear them again and it’s not like they’re all torn and ratty, it’s just that I’ve had them for years. Hell I still have clothes from high school that don’t look 1/2 bad (condition wise). Just don’t know when I’d wear those clothes again.
So I said I had started talking to women on eharmony and I’m not sure how I should go about explaining my gaming stuff. These people I play with are no different than my volleyball teams, but if I had to cut something to spend more time with one of these women it would be the first thing to go. I dunno I guess I just want to be able to do everything, but I just don’t have enough time to do it all. I want them to understand that playing a video game is no different than sitting in front of the TV watching some reality show (which I also do from time to time). It’s just that there’s always been this huge negative stigma associated to “video games” that it makes me fearful to even bring it up. Anyone with any suggestions? You can leave annoymous comments BTW. As far as talking to these women go it’s been not too bad, some just don’t work and others are pretty awesome. Who knows, I might just have that girlfriend I was wanting by summer time.
Buddy of mine broke his wrist a few weeks back, luckily it was his left one and he’s still able to function, but hasn’t been working. I think I’d go nuts if I lost the ability of my hands. I’d be pretty useless and I’m not sure if I’d want to keep living. The active lifestyle, the electronic communication and work, losing that part of yourself would almost completely damn you to die if darwinism were to take place. Of course that’s only if I didn’t have anyone to take care of me. But even then, I don’t think I could live with being such a big burden on someone else’s life. It wouldn’t be fair to them.
So I’m still not sure what this blog has to offer aside from the sporatic updates in my life and with the world being so interconnected and everything being offered already, I don’t think there really is anything I can offer except the things I want my friends to know and the stuff that I feel I need to vent about. It’s good therapy 🙂 Nothing has really changed from the first day I started posting, it’s free and clean and uncensored thoughts of mine. The only things that are somewhat controlled are the names of my friends that I include or leave out. I mean obviously if they stumble upon this they will know I’m talking about them, but the number of readers to this is pretty low I’m sure.
Yay the coffee kicked in a bit and I feel a little better, at the very least a little more awake. Oh I’m getting my hair cut and coloured blue tonight 😀 I’ve wanted to do it for years, now is about time I did it. Done blonde highlights multiple times, did red last summer, this year is the summer of blue.
– Sorean
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